Sunday, July 23, 2006
[[Stellar remembers again]]
this blog has been quiet for so long... because we have lost contact for an equally long period of time...
That night.. Didn't expect you would agree to come along for the supper.. I was very happy.. I could see you again after so long! Maybe it was my prayers the nights before that my dream came true.. I don't know... they weren't really prayers.. I just keep reminding myself about you...
No matter how lousy I am, how helpless I am... u would tell me that everythings alright.. you tell me that I can do it...No matter how miserable I feel... you can always make me feel that I am the greatest in the world...These are just some of the things I remind myself every night.. I miss you.. I miss those times.. Sometimes, you turn back.. You remember me.. Though these times are shortlived, I don't mind.. I'm happy enough that there are such times.. I'm thankful that I have these little times to look back on...
You are so great! You can mix with my friends well.. You are never out of place.. I went to pick you up that night.. I was so happy.. It brings me so much joy to be able to go to you... in my Gundam(my family car).. To wait for you below your flat.. and being able to drive you back home after that.. It was a short, but happy night.. We talked in the car.. We asked about each other... how each other was doing.. I asked how's things between you and your ah boy.. You replied, "like that lor." I don't know what's that...
I was driving.. I couldn't look at you.. Only occasionally, I turned to look at you.. Though I'm not looking at you often... I can feel that you are there.. like back then, when we used to tell each other everything on the phone.. I could feel as though you are right here beside me.. I should have went to you back then.. Should have told you how much you meant to me, when you told me of your breakup... I don't know what the fuck was I thinking.. Why didn't I??
Now things are ok again.. You reply my msgs.. You agreed to go out again after my camp.. I hope there will be this chance..
It's coming to a year now, since that time when I told you over the phone, " Don't worry..I will take care of you one... I will protect you one.." That was the closest thing I said to how much I love you.. It seemed like it was only yesterday... I still remember the time when I was staying at my uncle's house during my Intelligence course and I gave you those lucky stars.. The happiest day of my life... Soon, I'll be going to Boon Lay to stay again.. I don't know what lies ahead... But I will cherish every single memory you have given me... Though I don't really think that anything will come out of this.. but i still hope that one day, you will finally understand what you mean to me...
i promise @
4:07 PM.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
[[Stellar remembers again]]
this blog has been quiet for so long... because we have lost contact for an equally long period of time...
That night.. Didn't expect you would agree to come along for the supper.. I was very happy.. I could see you again after so long! Maybe it was my prayers the nights before that my dream came true.. I don't know... they weren't really prayers.. I just keep reminding myself about you...
No matter how lousy I am, how helpless I am... u would tell me that everythings alright.. you tell me that I can do it...No matter how miserable I feel... you can always make me feel that I am the greatest in the world...These are just some of the things I remind myself every night.. I miss you.. I miss those times.. Sometimes, you turn back.. You remember me.. Though these times are shortlived, I don't mind.. I'm happy enough that there are such times.. I'm thankful that I have these little times to look back on...
You are so great! You can mix with my friends well.. You are never out of place.. I went to pick you up that night.. I was so happy.. It brings me so much joy to be able to go to you... in my Gundam(my family car).. To wait for you below your flat.. and being able to drive you back home after that.. It was a short, but happy night.. We talked in the car.. We asked about each other... how each other was doing.. I asked how's things between you and your ah boy.. You replied, "like that lor." I don't know what's that...
I was driving.. I couldn't look at you.. Only occasionally, I turned to look at you.. Though I'm not looking at you often... I can feel that you are there.. like back then, when we used to tell each other everything on the phone.. I could feel as though you are right here beside me.. I should have went to you back then.. Should have told you how much you meant to me, when you told me of your breakup... I don't know what the fuck was I thinking.. Why didn't I??
Now things are ok again.. You reply my msgs.. You agreed to go out again after my camp.. I hope there will be this chance..
It's coming to a year now, since that time when I told you over the phone, " Don't worry..I will take care of you one... I will protect you one.." That was the closest thing I said to how much I love you.. It seemed like it was only yesterday... I still remember the time when I was staying at my uncle's house during my Intelligence course and I gave you those lucky stars.. The happiest day of my life... Soon, I'll be going to Boon Lay to stay again.. I don't know what lies ahead... But I will cherish every single memory you have given me... Though I don't really think that anything will come out of this.. but i still hope that one day, you will finally understand what you mean to me...
i promise @
4:07 PM.