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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
[[My reply]]


Give what up? I have never expected anything out of this... I did not ask for anything in return... so what is there to give up?

1. Did I drive any wedge between them? Everytime she says he didn't do something, I never bad mouth him what so ever..

2. Ya so? You are comparing 2 different things... There is no basis for comparision. If I am the one that is doing better things, that something is very wrong.

3. Did I ask her to love me?

4. Obiviously. So? Nothing to compare here.

5. Ya.. I understand our relationship, ie. friendship. I didn't mistake her actions to be out of love...

6. Then again, what's the basis for comparision here? Who loves her more?

7. Ya.. So?

8. Ya.. true...

9. Ya.. then?

10. Ya...they ought to, don't they?

You ask me, if our characters match? So you are telling me, you know me enough to judge me?

You say I have the wrong purpose in life.. Can you even re-iterate my purpose to me? Do you even understand what I see in this? Who are you to judge, when it doesn't even conflicts against morals...

Ya.. everyone knows she is attached..

So, is what I am doing a wrong?

Can you even tell me what I am doing?

I just want to care for her... I have never asked for her to reciprocate anything... You don't understand it, do you... It doesn't mean that you only do something just because you see a positive outcome, something in your favour... Sometimes, the process of doing is the most meaningful. That's it. I like her. I want her to be happy. I just feel like doing things for her... Is that immoral? If I am hurting her by caring for her, just tell me.. If she can't even face me to say all this.. Then you expect me to listen to all your bullshit?

When I say Bullshit, I don't mean nonsense.. Different people have different views... I understand that.. but seems like you only see things in your own perspective... I say bullshit, because, as you can see from my reply, most of the points you brought up can't be compared.. The objects in comparision are 2 distiinct and different objects.

I am not starting a comparision of who cares for her more... I do all that I did for her, because of the feelings I have for her...

Don't fucking talk like I am doing an immoral deed, something that is utterly wrong. In the first place, you already got me all wrong... There is nothing I desire out of this, so there is never anything GIVE UP ON... If you really want to help... Let the 2 of us sort this out face to face... Don't play God

i promise @
10:08 PM.

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