Monday, February 20, 2006
[[Looking back]]
Your Bday is coming.. ur 21st Bday... it's a special day for you....
Getting a photo album for you... because that time I remembered you said your Bday wish is for everyone to take neoprints and stick them in some sort of guest book. I had the idea to rent the machine, or at least gather everyone at the machine and pay for it all.. I know you wanted it.. Well, I didnt do it.... The closest I'm doing, is to get a nice photo album for you to keep all the photos of your 21st Bday... I want to print and decorate the album.. with cows and pictures of Precious Moments... You still like cows, don't you? I decided on a Precious Moments album rather than a Forever Friends one.. Hmmm... silly me don't want us to be Forever friends... so silly...
Hope you will like my present... Just want to get something that i think you would like... I used to do that always, remember?
I really enjoyed doing things for you. Giving you things. Making you happy. It just makes me so contented to see you happy.. And when you smile back at me and thank me... It just means so much to me.. You just make me forget about everything else... I can forget about everything and just put in all heart and soul into doing anything for you... You just make me want to... I don't know why...
Sometimes when I lie on my bed, I would remember that this is the bed I used to lie on when we had our little phone calls back then..
Sometimes when I listen to the Gundam SEED soundtrack, I would remember that these are the songs I would listen to when I was sad. But I wouldn't be sad for long, because I know you are always ready to listen to me.
I remember that you told me if there is anything, I can just call you.
I remember that you would never turn away from me, and that I always have you there standing, whenever I need you.
You were that and so much more to me. That's why I want to be what you were to me. Even though you no longer do these things for me, I still want to...
Is he better that me? So much that you can forget about me... about us. My greatest regret in my life is that I didn't tell you earlier how much you meant to me when you broke up... I didn't think that you would suddenly patch up again... But I did told you that I'll protect you always right... When you cried and said you lost everything, I told you that I'm still here and that I'll take care of you right?
I wanted to go to you that night.. But you said you didn't want to let me see you cry. I should have told you what you told me before. ou told me it's ok to cry...
If I had went that night, things wouldn't be like this today... I wouldn't be the one crying...
When will you remember?
I am like Shinn.... The little boy who wants so much to protect Stellar... He loved her so much.. Yet Stellar didn't know... Yet, this little boy stood by his promise...
"I'll always protect you"
i promise @
11:47 PM.
Monday, February 20, 2006
[[Looking back]]
Your Bday is coming.. ur 21st Bday... it's a special day for you....
Getting a photo album for you... because that time I remembered you said your Bday wish is for everyone to take neoprints and stick them in some sort of guest book. I had the idea to rent the machine, or at least gather everyone at the machine and pay for it all.. I know you wanted it.. Well, I didnt do it.... The closest I'm doing, is to get a nice photo album for you to keep all the photos of your 21st Bday... I want to print and decorate the album.. with cows and pictures of Precious Moments... You still like cows, don't you? I decided on a Precious Moments album rather than a Forever Friends one.. Hmmm... silly me don't want us to be Forever friends... so silly...
Hope you will like my present... Just want to get something that i think you would like... I used to do that always, remember?
I really enjoyed doing things for you. Giving you things. Making you happy. It just makes me so contented to see you happy.. And when you smile back at me and thank me... It just means so much to me.. You just make me forget about everything else... I can forget about everything and just put in all heart and soul into doing anything for you... You just make me want to... I don't know why...
Sometimes when I lie on my bed, I would remember that this is the bed I used to lie on when we had our little phone calls back then..
Sometimes when I listen to the Gundam SEED soundtrack, I would remember that these are the songs I would listen to when I was sad. But I wouldn't be sad for long, because I know you are always ready to listen to me.
I remember that you told me if there is anything, I can just call you.
I remember that you would never turn away from me, and that I always have you there standing, whenever I need you.
You were that and so much more to me. That's why I want to be what you were to me. Even though you no longer do these things for me, I still want to...
Is he better that me? So much that you can forget about me... about us. My greatest regret in my life is that I didn't tell you earlier how much you meant to me when you broke up... I didn't think that you would suddenly patch up again... But I did told you that I'll protect you always right... When you cried and said you lost everything, I told you that I'm still here and that I'll take care of you right?
I wanted to go to you that night.. But you said you didn't want to let me see you cry. I should have told you what you told me before. ou told me it's ok to cry...
If I had went that night, things wouldn't be like this today... I wouldn't be the one crying...
When will you remember?
I am like Shinn.... The little boy who wants so much to protect Stellar... He loved her so much.. Yet Stellar didn't know... Yet, this little boy stood by his promise...
"I'll always protect you"
i promise @
11:47 PM.