Thursday, February 16, 2006
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Bought this for you... You said your Bday wish was to pass your exams and driving. This clover brings good luck. So I got it for you... Chose this design... In the past, I could have told you, it's because you are my angel... But now....
Called you today, asked if you wanted to have breakfast together.. but you said your father cooked. Finally heard your voice again after so long. It's still so pleasant...
Last night, when I asked how you celebrated V-day, you told me you had tuition. Did he do anything for you? In the past, if I knew you wanted something, anything, which he neglected. I would go all out to do it for you... Now, I don't know anything anymore. I can't protect you anymore... I still want to... Remember the chocolates, playing the driving games?
I don't ask for much. As much as I want, I never asked that you accept me. I was contented with our close friendship. It was enough seeing you happy, and doing things for you. I know you have a relationship. I have never had the intention to drive a stake between you two. I only wanted to be there to see that everything is alright for you... I never told you that I liked you because I was afraid that it would sour our friendship. Just don't forget about me...
Some time back, you kept ignoring my msgs. When you finally replied, you were so fierce. You said you had your own problems, no time to listen to me.. What happened? You were never like that. Nevertheless, I instinctively forget about my own problems, and only wanted to help you.... But you wouldn't tell me. You said I can't help you, no one can... It hurts me... I though you told me that there are no secrets between us? And that even the problems are not solved, we can still share our problems?
I can forget about whatever problems I have. So long as I know you need anything, I will do everything in my power to do it for you. I don't ask for anythig in return... I just want to be able to continue protecting you...
You gave me my purpose. You made me feel so needed and made me feel cared for. You gave me my meaning in life...
However, things seemed to have changed now... how did things become like this? I miss you.. I miss us... the 'us' that we used to be... it hurts.... I can understand how Shinn feels when Stellar forgotten about him
i promise @
12:46 AM.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
[[]]
Bought this for you... You said your Bday wish was to pass your exams and driving. This clover brings good luck. So I got it for you... Chose this design... In the past, I could have told you, it's because you are my angel... But now....
Called you today, asked if you wanted to have breakfast together.. but you said your father cooked. Finally heard your voice again after so long. It's still so pleasant...
Last night, when I asked how you celebrated V-day, you told me you had tuition. Did he do anything for you? In the past, if I knew you wanted something, anything, which he neglected. I would go all out to do it for you... Now, I don't know anything anymore. I can't protect you anymore... I still want to... Remember the chocolates, playing the driving games?
I don't ask for much. As much as I want, I never asked that you accept me. I was contented with our close friendship. It was enough seeing you happy, and doing things for you. I know you have a relationship. I have never had the intention to drive a stake between you two. I only wanted to be there to see that everything is alright for you... I never told you that I liked you because I was afraid that it would sour our friendship. Just don't forget about me...
Some time back, you kept ignoring my msgs. When you finally replied, you were so fierce. You said you had your own problems, no time to listen to me.. What happened? You were never like that. Nevertheless, I instinctively forget about my own problems, and only wanted to help you.... But you wouldn't tell me. You said I can't help you, no one can... It hurts me... I though you told me that there are no secrets between us? And that even the problems are not solved, we can still share our problems?
I can forget about whatever problems I have. So long as I know you need anything, I will do everything in my power to do it for you. I don't ask for anythig in return... I just want to be able to continue protecting you...
You gave me my purpose. You made me feel so needed and made me feel cared for. You gave me my meaning in life...
However, things seemed to have changed now... how did things become like this? I miss you.. I miss us... the 'us' that we used to be... it hurts.... I can understand how Shinn feels when Stellar forgotten about him
i promise @
12:46 AM.