Tuesday, November 29, 2005
[[Driving]]
Your driving test is coming... I managed to pass mine.. Before my test, I said I would drive you to yours if I were to pass. Now that I have accomplised my first hurdle, I would do what I promised to do.. I'll have to try my best... Exercise is coming, don't know if they will let me off... Don't think can use my pa's car... Will go rent one... Jiayou! Looking forward to meeting you again after so long... Looking forward to passing you the stars...
i promise @
2:57 PM.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
[[]]
Thought we were meeting.. At the last moment, you said you didn't bring your
ez-link, don't want to meet.. Wanted to share my joy with you.. Didn't we
used to share our joys and sorrows together?
i promise @
3:23 PM.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
[[missing you]]
My father is angry again, with me.
Remember those times when my father hurt me, I would call you, and you would just listen to me patiently. Even though you don't do anything to solve me problems, I'm happy enough that you sit there silently to listen to me...
It's just so comforting...
I can still remember your voice, asking me,"Are you ok?", "Sad ah?", "What happened?", "Just say la." It just smooths me. As time goes by, we are drifting further and further apart...
I realised I can't forget you. Dreamt about you the night before. Initially, I though I as getting back together with mummy. I want to take care of her... However, at the end of the week, you appeared in my mind again... Looking back at the times gone by... Like Jinjin said. I had one year. I let it pass by me.. I should have told you all this back then... Why didn't I?
In the time to come, no matter what problems you may face, anything at all... If you need anything, Just turn to me.. I will always be here... as you had been for me... I will give everything to make your wishes come true. Something which I only tried to do in the past. Now, I will give my best...
I will still be here
i promise @
3:41 PM.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
[[Kira fights..no more.. Shinn kills.. Loussier forgot Fuck Lorrnoke..]]
How could you have forgotten? I’m not upset about him… I just can’t believe you forgotten everything… How could you not remember? Since the day you and he were together, I only hear from you that he doesn’t care for you, he neglects you. I always hear you sad, sometimes I hear you cry. I tried to fill the empty spaces in your heart as you had unwittingly filled mine.
After one long year then, seemingly, he starts to care for you… Yet you chose him. How could you have forgotten? I wonder after his ORD, will he treasure you as much. It’s too much of a coincidence, during my course, you told me he just hurt you again, then suddenly after we met, he became an angel the following week. It’s not like I’m speaking like a saint. I too have my flaws…. But I know how I fell. I’m sure. I’m certain. I want to give you everything.
However, you have forgotten.
One year leh…. We known each other for so long… How could you have forgotten? I’m not even given a chance to fight. I want to fight. I don’t want to give up. But this time, I have no OPS Plan.
I have nothing.
I am left with nothing.
I am nothing.
Unappreciated…
Bleeding…
Dying…
I’m still breathing…
I want to stand up…
i promise @
6:45 PM.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
[[I miss...]]
I miss you.... where are you... I need you... your care and your concern....
I miss the days when We were just so close..
I miss the "you" who was always there for me...
I miss our heart-to-heart talks...
I miss our promise to each other... our promise to be there for each other no matter what...
I miss the times when you would comfort and assure me after I call to pour my sorrows to you, "if you have any problems, you can always call me"
I miss your cheerful voice that always brightens my day...
I miss your smile....
I miss you so much... I never got the chance to tell you this...
It's not that I lacked the courage.
In a way I do..
I'm afraid of losing you totally if you are appalled by what you found out...
I am weak...
You are my strength...
As much I want to keep this blog a secret, on the other hand, I want very much for the truth to be revealed to you, and that you would realise...
I miss you.
i promise @
5:03 AM.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
[[Driving]]
Your driving test is coming... I managed to pass mine.. Before my test, I said I would drive you to yours if I were to pass. Now that I have accomplised my first hurdle, I would do what I promised to do.. I'll have to try my best... Exercise is coming, don't know if they will let me off... Don't think can use my pa's car... Will go rent one... Jiayou! Looking forward to meeting you again after so long... Looking forward to passing you the stars...
i promise @
2:57 PM.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
[[]]
Thought we were meeting.. At the last moment, you said you didn't bring your
ez-link, don't want to meet.. Wanted to share my joy with you.. Didn't we
used to share our joys and sorrows together?
i promise @
3:23 PM.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
[[missing you]]
My father is angry again, with me.
Remember those times when my father hurt me, I would call you, and you would just listen to me patiently. Even though you don't do anything to solve me problems, I'm happy enough that you sit there silently to listen to me...
It's just so comforting...
I can still remember your voice, asking me,"Are you ok?", "Sad ah?", "What happened?", "Just say la." It just smooths me. As time goes by, we are drifting further and further apart...
I realised I can't forget you. Dreamt about you the night before. Initially, I though I as getting back together with mummy. I want to take care of her... However, at the end of the week, you appeared in my mind again... Looking back at the times gone by... Like Jinjin said. I had one year. I let it pass by me.. I should have told you all this back then... Why didn't I?
In the time to come, no matter what problems you may face, anything at all... If you need anything, Just turn to me.. I will always be here... as you had been for me... I will give everything to make your wishes come true. Something which I only tried to do in the past. Now, I will give my best...
I will still be here
i promise @
3:41 PM.
Thursday, November 03, 2005
[[Kira fights..no more.. Shinn kills.. Loussier forgot Fuck Lorrnoke..]]
How could you have forgotten? I’m not upset about him… I just can’t believe you forgotten everything… How could you not remember? Since the day you and he were together, I only hear from you that he doesn’t care for you, he neglects you. I always hear you sad, sometimes I hear you cry. I tried to fill the empty spaces in your heart as you had unwittingly filled mine.
After one long year then, seemingly, he starts to care for you… Yet you chose him. How could you have forgotten? I wonder after his ORD, will he treasure you as much. It’s too much of a coincidence, during my course, you told me he just hurt you again, then suddenly after we met, he became an angel the following week. It’s not like I’m speaking like a saint. I too have my flaws…. But I know how I fell. I’m sure. I’m certain. I want to give you everything.
However, you have forgotten.
One year leh…. We known each other for so long… How could you have forgotten? I’m not even given a chance to fight. I want to fight. I don’t want to give up. But this time, I have no OPS Plan.
I have nothing.
I am left with nothing.
I am nothing.
Unappreciated…
Bleeding…
Dying…
I’m still breathing…
I want to stand up…
i promise @
6:45 PM.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
[[I miss...]]
I miss you.... where are you... I need you... your care and your concern....
I miss the days when We were just so close..
I miss the "you" who was always there for me...
I miss our heart-to-heart talks...
I miss our promise to each other... our promise to be there for each other no matter what...
I miss the times when you would comfort and assure me after I call to pour my sorrows to you, "if you have any problems, you can always call me"
I miss your cheerful voice that always brightens my day...
I miss your smile....
I miss you so much... I never got the chance to tell you this...
It's not that I lacked the courage.
In a way I do..
I'm afraid of losing you totally if you are appalled by what you found out...
I am weak...
You are my strength...
As much I want to keep this blog a secret, on the other hand, I want very much for the truth to be revealed to you, and that you would realise...
I miss you.
i promise @
5:03 AM.